Meh.

I've got two prospect flats lined up. I go see one at 7:15pm today, and the other on Friday at 11am. God I hope I can find somewhere soon.

*cry*

Well, I just got back from looking at the first flat. It was semi-ok, the bedroom was too small for my liking but at the moment I don't care. Right now I'll take anything.

What has me sad, you ask? One thing. On my way home I realised that for the first time in my life I will be living somewhere on my own. This has really upset me, I can't imagine myself on my own. Sure I stay on my own at other places, but in those case there have been people there. Right now I am scared for my future. I don't think I can live on my own at all, I just can't do it.
I wish I could just fly back to america and live with jomomma, but that isn't gonna happen for a while. I feel so alone.

Gah

That post I made earlier was stupid, so I deleted it. I shouldnt have said that at all.

Sorry, rab_otta, I was just upset